by: Joelle Charbonneau
I have a major personality flaw. (Okay, technically I have dozens of astonishingly large personality flaws. However, for the purpose of this blog post and to keep my therapy and chocolate bill down to a minimum, I’m going to just pretend I have just the one.) I like to tinker. Okay – now you’re probably rolling your eyes at me. Lots of people like to tinker, right? But, for me, tinkering is a major problem. I feel the need to tinker with everything.
If I’m making Cambell’s soup out of a can, I add garlic, pepper or sometimes even cream to it. And if I make dinner from scratch (which more often is the case) I never make a recipe the same way twice. I have to add a bit of this and a bit of that to see how it tastes. (This drives everyone who knows me nuts because I never have a recipe to hand them if they like what I make. I can make a good guess, but I’m never totally sure I remember exactly what tinkering I did.)
I’m also a tinkerer around the house. If my husband cleans the house (kind of a big “if” but it does happen), I always have to go around and fix what didn’t get cleaned exactly right. Books in bookshelves get rearranged frequently. Knickknacks and picture frames are moved from place to place. I’m no the best housekeeper in the world, but when I get into the spirit, I find myself fiddling with just about everything.
And don’t get my students talking about the tinkering I do in voice lessons. I’m a huge perfectionist with their tone and their dynamics. During a lesson, I might stop them a dozen times during the course of just one musical phrase adjusting this and that until it sounds just the way I think it should. And then I do the same thing with the next phrase. And once the music sounds great I start to fiddle with their acting choices. There are days I think my students are ready to deck me. Thankfully, they haven’t succumbed to the temptation – yet.
Yes. When it comes to tinkering I am an “A” type personality. Which is probably why it comes as no surprise that I tinker A LOT when I write. There is always a word (or hundreds) that I can change and adjust and make better no matter what stage of the process I’m in. This means I tend to fret and worry when a new book comes out that I didn’t do enough tinkering. Yes, I need professional help.
As I approach THE END of this current book, I am already getting the urge to tweak and change and alter things, which is good, because no matter how much we pay attention to our craft when writing a book, there are always things that need to be fixed. In this case, I know that I have to play with the opening to make sure it starts with the biggest bang I can. After that – well, I’m guessing just about every sentence will be analyzed, adjusted and maybe even deleted.
Yep…fun times. Of course, for the tweaking to start, I have to first hit THE END. Wish me luck, because by this time next week I should be reporting that this manuscript is done. Here’s hoping I’m right.
How about you? What things do you like to tinker with? And if you are a writer, what is your goal for the week?