Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Sliding Headfirst: Momentum and Writing


Sliding headfirst is the safest way to get to the next base, I think, and the fastest. You don't lose your momentum, and there's one more important reason I slide headfirst, it gets my picture in the paper.
Pete Rose

By Steve Weddle

There's a story we've probably talked about at some point.

A professor asks the students how they define themselves. One says she's a fighter. One says he's a learner. This is a creative writing, by the way. So he gets to this one dude who says, "I'm a writer."
Everyone kinda nods, looks down at their cups of coffee, maybe wishing they'd thought of that. The professor says, "OK. It is now 3:15. What have you written today?" The guy says he hasn't written anything that day. The professor says, "And you think you're a writer? Not today you aren't."

I can't be a writer every single day. I've tried. Doesn't work for me. I'd have to get up at 4 a.m. to write. I've done that before. I'm not going to be able to do that every day.

Then you're not a real writer. 

Yeah, OK.

You don't want it bad enough!

Um, I think you mean "badly" enough, but whatevs.

I can write 5,000 words a day, but it's a one-and-done kind of thing. Or there will be times when I can crank through 1,000 words a day for a week or so at a stretch. But I don't write every single day. My bank account doesn't depend on it. My sanity doesn't. The happiness of my family doesn't.

I've read posts here and elsewhere about the difference between being an Author and just being a writer. An Author has obligations from contracts to conferences, from agents and editors, and on and on. Page proofs. Revisions. Sequels. Cover approval. (Ha. Joking about the last one.)

I don't have a clock in my head for writing, and I generally don't have deadlines.

I write what I want, when I want, like that sad, drunk man at the other end of the bar softly singing to himself.

Recently, and for a brief time, that all changed.

I had five stories due in a matter of a couple weeks from each other. Now, I am, by trade, a newspaper guy. Before that, I taught college. Before that, I was a college student. I know from deadlines. If you tell me that something is due at noon on September 23, I will count back from that time. If I owe you a 2,000 word story, I'll figure how long it will take me to write it and how long after that I will need to work on it further -- beta reads, edits, etc.

If you tell me that you'd like a 10,000 word story from me by March 23, there is absolutely no chance that I will think again about that story until March 1, at the earliest.

Of course, when you have five stories due right next to each other, that changes. And that's where momentum comes in.

See, once I write one story, I kinda fall into another. I get the feeling, you know? Get "In the Zone" or whatever. I'll get the idea down, get the sentences shaped the way I like them, get things layered in there, see how the various images work out, and so forth. Maybe "On a Roll" is better than the zone idea. I dunno.

Writing every single day doesn't work for me. Writing in frantic, flailing spurts does.

I have work in Beat to a Pulp: Superhero, Both Barrels, Feeding Kate, Protectors, and Off The Record 2 -- all either out right now or about to be out. (PS - Many, many talented folks involved in these books)

And having that momentum is great. You're writing. Stuff is falling in to place. You're connecting with it all.

But then you're diving into that base, which is an extremely dumb move. Because now I'm kinda just lying here, spent.

The trick to keeping your momentum, I can tell you, is staying on your feet.



Tuesday, September 11, 2012

What I Want For My Son


A month ago today, my wife and I were blessed with the birth of our son. Happy and healthy, he's changed out lives, for the better. And, as I assume every parent has done at one point or another, I've tried to take stock of what I want for him as he goes through this life.

-I want him to be happy. To smile, joke and enjoy each day. I know there will be good days and bad days, but I don't want him miserable. I want him to find the silver lining. Going along with that, having my sense of humor wouldn't hurt.

-My wife's smarts and organization. Goes without saying, if he has those things, he's got a step up already.

-I want him to witness something historic. It seems particularly appropriate to talk about this today. In my lifetime, I've seen two space shuttle explosions, the Berlin Wall come down-along with the end of the Cold War. One of the worst terrorist attacks in history. The election of the first black President. An impeachment. Some moments I was able to comprehend, some I wasn't. Some I still haven't. But I'd like him to see something, and at that moment take the time to realize what he's seen.

-A world ruled more by logic, intelligence and critical thinking. One where the sound bite falls along the wayside, and people start to debate again. A listen to the whole debate.

-Love. I want him to find love. The love of friends. The love of family. The love of his life. The love of his dreams.

-Choices. I want my son to have options. And I want him to be able to make those decisions as an informed person.

-This post boils down to something very simple. I want him to have more good and bad. And the goods are great and the bads aren't all that bad.

Isn't that what we all want?

Good luck, Ben. I'll be here for you.



Monday, September 10, 2012

The Fustercluck Awards

It is said that we are in the golden age of television. We can all name the top tier shows of this era: The Wire, Sopranos, Mad Men, Breaking Bad, Lost, The Shield, The West Wing, and many others.

What I'm interested in is the shows that maybe slipped through the cracks, that deserve a second look, that no one watched when they aired.  On one hand I can sit back and say that the top tier shows, some of which are named above, represent some of the top artistic achievements of the medium. But on the other hand some of the shows that I'm going to name below are my favorites.

So in honor of the recent Olympics I'm going to hand out the Gold, Silver and Bronze Fustercluck Awards (plus two honorable mentions).

Bronze Medal - Heroes Season 1
I've watched the first season of Heroes three times, when it originally aired, a couple of years ago, and just this past summer with the kids, and I think that the first season is worthy of reconsideration.  The legacy of Heroes will forever be marred by the second and third seasons where the wheels just came off.

The first season is filled with great moments, fleshed out characters, a large and diverse cast, true WTF moments, and a season long story.  In other words, a solid model of serial TV story telling. 

Are there quibbles?  Of course there are. But Heroes' good moments far outweigh its clunky ones and is, in the end, a solid B to B+ show. 


Silver Medal - Brotherhood

Brotherhood was a brilliant and under-viewed, under-appreciated, and quite frankly just plain old unknown TV show from just a couple of years ago that ran on Showtime.

It takes place in Providence Rhode Island and is about two brothers, one a politician and the other a criminal. The characters are complex. You see the effects of actions on a range of characters. There is true moral ambiguity and emotional and motivational complexity. They are both dirty in their own way and both good men in their own way. They are flip sides of the same coin but refuse to admit it.

All of the characters are from The Neighborhood so there are a ton of overlapping relationships.  For example one of the cops grew up with the brothers and practically lived at their house because his own home situation was so bad.

It only lasted three seasons before Showtime canceled it due to low ratings. But the creators knew that the end was coming so they were able to wrap up the series with echoes to the first episode.

Brotherhood is also responsible for one of my favorite TV death scenes; Freddie Cork (the head of the crime organization in Brotherhood) choking to death his dead gay son's lover. What makes this such a great death scene is that it is ultimately an act of emotional impotence and not aggression. Outside of Breaking Bad I've never seen a death scene in a TV show so devastating.

Speaking of Breaking Bad, the first season of Brotherhood ends with one of those patented bat shit crazy Breaking Bad moments where anything is possible.  


Gold Medal - Terriers

(As if you couldn't tell by the name of the award)

Whatever gushing praise that can be written about Terriers is deserving because it is that good. Terriers is like Woodstock, more people say they watched then actually did.

Terriers was and is the dark horse underdog show of the golden age.  It's probably one of the best shows in recent memory but no one watched the damn thing. 

Terriers managed the tricky feat of having great episodic story lines mixed in with long story lines. In this age of either/or effectively managing both was a joy to behold.

The laundry list of goodness is almost too long.  This is a show filled with nuanced grace and explosive violence.  This is a show filled with great characters and great interactions.  This is a show where the chemistry between the actors was palpable.  This is a show that will, over and over again, break your heart.  Not by killing a major character under the guise of a cheap stunt but in  small tragic and human moments.

This, this, this, this is.....a show you need to go watch.

Terriers is destined to become our Firefly


Honorable Mention #1: The first episode of The Black Donnely's

I recently watched the first episode of The Black Donnely's and it was riveting hour of television.  Then the second episode seemed to squander the promise of what came before.  I think that Black Donnely's was an ambitious show that wasn't able to keep itself from wobbling. But that first episode is worth tracking down. Plus, look at that damned cast!


Honorable Mention #2: The Chicago Code

The Chicago Code was an ambitious network cop show that tried to take some of the elements that have been successful on cable TV and port them to a network show.  And here's the thing. It mostly worked.  I've put it here in the honorable mention category simply because I haven't watched it since it aired.  I've got it in my Netflix queue and am looking forward to a re-watch. 


Everyone knows the obvious TV shows that are touted as being great.  Any good shows that more people should know about.